Cosy lil' Corner

Braceyy OFF!!!

2011-03-04T21:18:00.001+08:00

I HAD MY BRACES TAKEN OFF!!!!!!! COULD YOU BELIEVE IT!!!

Haha. It has been a long journey of my with my bracey. 5 years relationship with it.
And i was tagged "the Gigi Besi". Lol. I dint mind anyway. Since i looked cute with the braces on (DONT PUKE!)

Kinda miss myself with the braces though.

我好想你

2011-01-25T00:58:00.002+08:00

我只想告诉你：我好想你。
只是一天而已，我以为我能够很潇洒的不去想念你。
我错了。
我真的好想你。
你今晚，睡得好吗？

社会实象：

2011-01-23T18:29:00.002+08:00

没结婚的像结婚的一样同居，结婚的像没结婚的一样分居；

动物像人一样穿衣服，人像动物一样露着肉；

小孩像大人一样成熟，大人像小孩一样幻稚；

女人像男人一样爷们，男人像女人一样娘们；

没钱的像有钱的一样装富，有钱的像没钱的一样装穷；

情人像夫人一样四处招摇,夫人像情人一样深居简出。

Merry Christmas and Happy New YEAR!!!

2011-01-03T01:46:00.001+08:00

My honey gave me this as Chrismas present. Awwwww. Thank you so much dear. I shall update my blog daily about this =]
By the way, Happy new year everyone! Cant believe it's 2011 already. And i'll be 21 this year!!! woohooo!!! My new year resolution: to love God more. And to study more. Teeheee =P

Prayer for the day:
O God my Father,help me i pray to put the past firmly behind me so that I can move into the future with no weights or encumbrance. I would be free... free to accept Your plans for me. In Jesus' name i pray, Amen.

Woman was created from the rib of man

2010-12-22T10:15:00.000+08:00

Woman was created from the rib of man:
Not from his head to be thought of only, nor from his hand to be owned, nor from his foot to be beneath;

BUT from under his arm to be protected,
from his side to be equal,
and from his heart to be loved.

Physical??

2010-12-11T17:42:00.003+08:00

"When you start to know someone, all their physical characteristics start to disappear. You begin to dwell in their energy, recognize the scent of their skin. You see only the essence of the person, not the shell. That’s why you can’t fall in love with beauty. You can lust after it, be infatuated by it, want to own it. You can love it with your eyes and your body but not your heart. And that’s why, when you really connect with a person’s inner self, any physical imperfections disappear, become irrelevant."

Saw this in one my my friend's blog.

Yeah. So true.

Holiday mood

2010-12-08T19:55:00.003+08:00

Feeling so lazy.
Got so many things to do, so many syllabus to catch up, so many sleeping debts to be paid.
Yet I just feel like doing NOTHING.
Give me the freedom to do nothing. Will ya?

You've found me

2010-12-08T03:34:00.002+08:00

Shared this article in Facebook the other day. Just wanna share it again because...

I always wanted a relationship like that.

据说看完这组图片，情侣会走得更长久

当我24岁时，我们在一起，我们牵手去见彼此的家人，获取他们的认同

如果当我26岁时，我们还在一起，我会挽起留了很久的长发，做你最美的新娘

如果当我28岁时，我们还在一起，我们一起期待着迎接那个加入我们小家庭的新生命的降临

如果当我29岁时，我们还在一起，我们一起用心经营我们的家，每天听着宝宝稚嫩的声音叫我们“爸爸”、“妈妈

如果当我33岁时，我们还在一起，不管周围的人如何分分和和，我们一起携手坚定的走过那3年之痛、7年之痒，继续着我们的幸福

如果当我40岁时，我们还在一起，就算最初的激情已被现实的生活打磨殆尽，一切归于平淡，但彼此的目光仍然会追逐着对方的身影，相视一笑也会觉得安心

如果当我50岁时，我们还在一起，孩子离开我们去追寻他的幸福，虽然想念宝宝，依然还有你陪在我的身边，每天傍晚手牵手一起散步

如果当我60岁时，我们还在一起，我们都已该休息，有了大把的时间一起去做彼此曾经想做而没做的事，去想去而没去过的地方

如果当我70岁时，我们还在一起，身边的孩子们都已经称呼我们“爷爷”、“奶奶”，你还是当我是个不会照顾自己的孩子，呵护着你眼中的“孩子

如果当我76岁时，我们还在一起，我们要通知所有认识的人，邀请所有的人来参加我们的金婚纪念日，分享我们的幸福快乐

如果当我80岁时，我们还在一起，我们会每天躺在摇椅上一起晒太阳，虽然不知道生命会持续到哪一天，因为身边有彼此的陪伴，不再恐惧死亡，享受生命中的每一天

如果当我走到生命的最后一天时，我希望身边有你陪伴，我不要做那个留下来的人，请允许我自私的先离开这个世界，又或者你坚持不了了，我愿意陪你一同远去……
因为，没有你的世界是冰冷的，所以，
亲爱的，如果到了那一天，请让我先走，或带上我一起，

因为，曾经属于两个人共享的幸福我一个人收纳不了……

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He commented. And his comment almost made me cry like a baby.

I always thought i'm unworthy of people's love. Of course after accepting Jesus' love i'm trying to change my perception. Trying to accept that i'm actually worthy. Trying to accept that i can actually love people and have somebody loving me back. Trying to accept that i'm complete in Jesus Christ. Within me there's this insecurity. I never ever expected somebody would actually love me like this, other than God and my mum.

In this world there are just so many dark corners that's ready to swallow us and keep us inside. There are just so many sorrows and despairs, sadness and discouragements. There are just so many broken hearts awaiting to be mend. I just can't believe that i'm so loved.

It's not luck. It's not coincident. It's a blessing from GOD. Through loving each other, we are experiencing how much God is loving us.

And i just can't stop thanking God, although He let me stumble and fall, but now He sends someone to pick me up from my pain, one who will bring me along to hover about the sky with him. I thank you Daddy. And i thank you, Callie =]

"I'm now hovering in the sky because you're here with me."

Blog REVIVAL!!

2010-12-06T21:09:00.003+08:00

The unused boxing wax that we used to box our dental casts during prosthodontic lab. Material recycled =P

ALOHA!! I've been talking about updating my blog for a loooooooong while but din't really have time to do so. Too busy with my student lifestyle. (DUH!) Lol. Guess what. I'm now in the magnificent library of Manipal University. It's really a perfect place for study because even whispering is not allowed. Hehe. Feels good having nothing to do after exam, sitting in the library, typing and listening to soothing music. Ahhh.. What a pleasure of life =]

Library in Manipal University, Manipal.

U might ask, what are you doing in the library then since you finished your exam? Hoho. It's because i have my loved one sitting beside me, preparing for his exam tomorrow. I'll give him my support just by sitting beside him and hear him breathing. Yes i never really show PDA (Public Display Affection), but i just cant help it. God made us meet, know and fall for each other here in Manipal. Till now i still thank God very much, that He has gave me breath, and sent someone like him into my life so that i can hear him breath.

We ought to be the role model for couples nowadays. We promised each other to put God first in our life, in our relationship. Like what pastor said to us, it's God who attracts us to each other; when we love each other more than God, the attraction is lost, and the relationship breaks. I guess that's what happening to Christian couples nowadays? *shrug* Pastor also told us: when you hold hands, hold hands and pray. Pray for a stronger and God-centered relationship. And ask God to bind and seal our hands and hearts together. Because anything that God seals, nobody can break. =]

My chipped-off edentulous cast T.T Maxillary Lateral Incisors

Well life have been treating me well, occationally some lemons, but most of the time it gives me honey. =D Just finished with my first sessionals by the way. Had some discouragements in between, too busy dating(LOL padan muka lah bah tu), and i admit that i didn't do my best. But God is faithful. My result wasnt GOOD, but wasnt bad either. =] Shall work harder next sessionals. There's always a second chance. But now, goyang kaki tunggu CUTI!!! Yes holiday is in less than a week time!! My darling Malaysia here i come!! Christmas Sales please wait for me!!! Mummy be ready to cook NICE NICE FOOD!!!!!! Gosh i'm so so so so excited to go back HOME. Home is always a better place for you to rest your busy soul. Don't you think so? =)

YUM!!!!!

Oh ya before i forgot, i want to post a small update about my church retreat to Goa, a beautiful place for us to experience God. Hehe. It is about 5 hours away from Manipal by train, and that was the first time i experienced the train ride in INDIA. Hmmmmmmmmm... It was.. a whole new experience, and if possible, i wouldn't wanna hop into a sleeper train anymore. Here are some pictures taken during the trip, and God's presence was so strong that we were all blessed =] (and it was the 1st time i managed to catch both sunrise and sunset in a day with him, walking along the seashore, enjoying the sea breeze. That was our 1st month anniversary *heart*)

In the train station. @@ We had to wait for 3 hours for the train to come, which made it 2 am.

We took the sleeper train, and believe me, it looks much more nicer from the outside.

But it was worth it. This was our camp site in Goa---> ASHIRVAD, Fr. Peter Verhaelen Memorial.

We visited The Church of St. Francis Xavier, Goa

Us, modelling the UNSTOPPABLE camp T-Shirt.

Devotion

Two very annointed pastors from Bangalore, Pr. Priji & Pr. Hari

GAME time!!!

And MAKAN TIME =]

1st month anniversarry ♥♥♥:

THE sunrise

Sunset @ beach in GOA. ♥♥♥

P/S Christmas coming soon! Wish all of you an early Christmas!!! Muakss =p

Contented

2010-09-05T03:16:00.002+08:00

I'm happy. I'm satisfied. Thank you Lord, for the freedom and peace you've given, in midst of this busy buzzy life. Only you can give me such happiness, originate from deep down of my heart.

Ahhhhhh the Lord is so good =]

P/S: Thank God for the free lappie!!

Revolution of LOVE

2010-08-26T19:09:00.004+08:00

REVOLUTION

is not an activity, it's an attitude;
not a system, but a spirit;
not program, but purpose,
not a style, but a lifestyle! ----- Acts Campus

I'm loving this. Really. Everyone should have the spirit of revolution inside him/her. To have the attitude of change. To have a lifestyle of love. To have a purpose in life. To live better for God.

Hi Mr. Cadaver =]

2010-08-12T22:30:00.003+08:00

"Gosh we're late!!" Folding our umbrellas, me and Lynn rushed into our anatomy dissection hall.
"Are we gonna dissect anything today?"
"Let's hope not. Haha."
Just as we stepped in the hall, as weird smell nearly chocked me to cough, i saw a human-shaped object lying on the dissection table. Beneath a long wide blue cloth. I finally realize it was Mr.Cadaver.
For a moment I just stood there by the entrance of the dissection hall. With my stomach churning inside.

*Churn* *churn* *churn*

I tried to overcome the funny feeling in my tummy and sat beside Mr.Cadaver. "Gosh! The smell!" i murmured. My Indian classmates were acting like they cant smell anything. As if they got flu.

"I find cadavers fascinating!!" One of my classmate told me, while her hands touching and stroking the cadaver's feet. "Relax! They were human like us," she tried to comfort me when she saw my face. My worried + tensed face. Worried that I might throw up my breakfast, although I was already hungry.

I know what you wanna say. "What?! U got hungry in the dissection hall?" Yea I was. In fact everybody was hungry. Shin Juey and Shawn even said that Mr.Cadaver smells like chicken ham. Excuse me? CHICKEN HAM??

Okay it gross because he smells like food, but you couldn't eat him. For a while I felt like throwing up. But I prayed. And brought myself to look at him.
And I saw his feet. Just like mine.
I saw his arms. Just like mine.
I saw his face. Been destroyed from continuous dissecting, but still, human face.
Just like mine.

I suddenly grew respect for him. God created him, just like us. He was a living soul, just like us. He could eat, laugh and talk, just like us. He was a living being. He was alive! And now he was lying there being dissect and cut up into pieces. Being examined and studied. He served as a model for us to study about ourselves. About God's wonderful creation.

God is complicated. He created such complicated beings like us. In his image. All the nerves and vessels and skin layers, can drive me crazy. Sorry God, my humble mind is not able to understand the complicated structures you have made. But by your grace God, by your grace, I can do it. I know I can.

Mr.Cadaver, aapse mil khar bahoot kutshi hui! (nice to meet you, in Hindi) I'm sorry that I was freaked out when I saw you. For you were a human just like me. But you are more respectful compared to me. What am I compared to you? You donated your earthly body for people to cut you up and study your internal structures! Not much people are willing to expose their inner-self to others. I respect and admire you, Mr.Cadaver. Till we meet again, I shall not puke when I see you. I promise.

India is EXCITING Part 2

2010-08-02T23:23:00.001+08:00

1. Raining season in India is crazy. You'll have to bring an umbrella every where you go, even if you only wanna go out to tapao food. Because you'll never know when is it gonna rain. Oftenly it'll rain without any notifacation. Just in a snap of finger, you'll be wet within seconds.

All of us din't bring umbrella on the 1st day in Manipal. As a result, see the picture.

We learnt our lessons. Haha.

I even have to bring my umbrella when going for a jog. This is the End Point, a beautiful, unpolluted place at the far end of Manipal University.

We've to squad down to protect ourselves from the crazy heavy rain, which is pouring from all different directions.

2. Transport in India very cheap compared to Malaysia. From Manipal to Mangalore takes about 2 hours, same as the time need for us to get to Mid Valley from KTT.
India : bus fare= Rs.40(non-AC, equiv. RM2.90) / Rs.65(AC, equiv. RM 4.60)
Malaysia: Taxi to KTM(4 people sharing, each = RM4.50) + KTM (RM5)= RM9.50

Non AC bus. LOL. This is kinda scary.

Other than that there're these mini 3-wheeled vehicles called "auto" here, in Thailand you call it "Tuk Tuk". It's just Rs.15 (RM 1.07, shared between 2 or 3 people)to go around Manipal. It's like going to Nilai College from KTT.

The interior view of an auto. Seriously, I'm impressed by their driving skills. They can get an A++ for that.

3. My favourite part, FOOD. Food in India is super big in portion and it's VERY cheap compared to food in Subang, KL and KK.

Also,we can find a big variety of cuisines here: Western, Chinese, Malay, and of course, Indian cuisine. I think it's because there're many students from abroad are studying here in Manipal =]

Nasi goreng kampung, Rs. 45. About RM3.20

This is called Potato Lover. Crispy potato wedges covered with a special sweet sauce. YUM! Rs.30 (RM2.15) for such a big portion is super cheap.

Indian cuisine. My friend Boon Loey ordered this for Rs.90. (RM6.30)Yoghurt + Tandoori chicken + Butter chicken + rice + thosai I think. Super filling.

Nasi goreng Pattaya. Rs. 50 (RM3.60)

There's Domino's and Subway here too. Don't think there's no food here and don't' stuff yourselves with tons of food before coming!

Domino's Pork pepperoni and cheese pizza

I'm seriously in the danger of gaining weight here. T.T

4. Levi's Store is a common sight in India. Almost in every mall, there must be a Levi's Store, no matter it's Levi's Signature Store, Levi Strauss, etc. I cant defferentiate between them anyway. Any one who can help me clear this up is highly appreciated. =]

Plus point is that Levi's Jeans here is super cheap!!! I just got my very 1st Levi's Jeans with 40% off from the original price of Rs.1399 (approx. RM100. after discount is....... You do the math. XD)

Levi's is having 40% discount storewide!!!

5. Drivers in Indian honk everytime they feel like they wanted to. In Malaysia if we honk, it might be a very dangerous situation that matters life and death. But here they don't care. If you're in their way, "HONK"! If they wanna overtake you, "HONK"!! If they wanna attract attentions, "HONK"!!! If they wanna turn right, "HONK"; turn left, "HONK"!!!!

It's a severe sound pollution to our delicate ears, seriously. Especially when you're sitting right directly behind the bus driver. You better get a pair of earplugs or listen to your IPod. Else you might suffer from tinnitus or even become deaf. I'm being serious here.

6. Ladies shoes here... Frankly to say, it's not nice at all. =[ At least they couldn't attract me (for anyone who knows me, I'm a crazy SHOEPAHOLIC. hahaha). It's too bad that i din't bring much shoes, especially formal shoes from Malaysia. Luckily we can wear sandals here to lectures and lab practicals. =P

Oh ya, girls, DO NOT bring heels if you are coming to study in Manipal. Everything is within walking distance; in another word, you'll have to walk whole day here and there. Unless you're rich enough to hire an auto everyday to class and everywhere else.

I brought my beautiful heels and i can't even wear it. Plus it's rainy season here, at the end of the day, your shoes will get very wet and muddy. Ewwww. Better wear CROCS. Hahaha.

Some random pictures:

India's aftermint. At 1st i liked it, but... it actually tasted funny. lol. We were eating in a restaurant called Basil near to our campus.

Our lecture hall. =]

A tree in the beautiful Endpoint.

We went to Mangalore, and Lynthia brought us to a good restaurant called Sizzler Ranch. Portion is crazy HUGE and the price is very very very very reasonable. =]

Waiting for bus to go back to Manipal.

Another restaurant called Hangyo Saiba. Serves nice western cuisine and ice-creams.(but the spaghetti was overcooked. It was so limp that it looked like the Chinese's yellow mee. LOL)

Okay gotta go study my Dental anatomy already. Tata!
P/S: Credits to Boon Loey, Shawn, Lynn, Christine, and me for the pictures =]

*Disappears*

India is EXCITING Part 1

2010-08-02T16:04:00.001+08:00

Due to HIGH demands of people asking me how's India, here comes the blog post awaited. Hehe.
.
This is my route to Manipal : Home -- KKIA --- KLIA---- Bangalore---- Manipal

Lets start from when i leave home to KKIA (Kota Kinabalu International Airport).

21th July 2010

Mummy! She's so pretty. I think i got it from her. =P

She's the only one who sent me to the airport to fly off to KLIA. She's like tahan-ing the tears. I know i shouldn't cry too. Because I'm going out there to broaden myself. I mean in terms of the MIND and PERSPECTIVES and KNOWLEDGE. Not the BODY. Lol. I love you mum! It's a good thing that i din't cry that day =]

By the way, this is what I brought to India. Totaled up 29kg chun chun, not including my hand luggage. Lol

When i reached KLIA, it was a bit late, but managed to check in on time. Phiew! So touched to see so many people coming to send us off!

Us! In case you can't see me, I was in the shocking pink collared shirt.LOL

Sharon came to send us off too!

Lynthia!! Miss her a lot already! She' now in Mangalore FYI =]

Haha the famous Indian pose of Lynthia. LOL

Tracy, Yvonne and Julian came too! (Julian the camera man)

Bye Malaysia! Off we go!!

Ooops! Caught in action while i was talking with a HOT stranger from America in the boarding hall. LOL

In the flight to Bangalore. MH192. Super narrow spaced. Quoted frm Lim Boon: Air Asia in disguise of MAS. Haha.

Meals given in MH192. Okla it compensate our crampy seats. Lol

Bangalore airport. =] Welcum to INDIA!!

Outside the airport. Going to Presidency Hotel to sleep for 4 hours then we've to fly off the Mangalore again.

Inside the super stuffy bus. =.= Everyone was tired, sweating and exhausted. You can imagine the smell inside the bus.

At last we reached the hotel! It was super nice, but we only spent abt 4-5 hours there and we've to pay full amount of Rs.2000. The price is including the transport la.

Main door

That's my luggages! Lol. By the way I realised that the evelator here in India is quite small compared to Malaysia. Maximum can fit in about 8 people only.

Bedroom. =]

Bathroom

Slept once my head touched the pillow. But still can hear Lynn and Lynthia talking. Din't know when did i sleep or when did they sleep. We're assigned in the same room btw =]

22th July 2010

It felt like I just shut my eyes and sleep, but my alarm kept on screaming already. Gosh. Need to fly off to Mangalore today liao.

Breakfast! Chicken sandwich. It was GOOD.

Us in the dining hall. CHEERS to India!

Before hopping up on the bus to Bangalore domestic airport, we snapped a pic in front of the Presidency Hotel =]

The bus, and the driver.

Airport!

Haha. Getting ready to check in our stuffs. Thank God the we don't need to pay for the excess baggage weight. =D

JetAirways! Ready to fly! haha

Clouds clouds and clouds

It's way better than MAS MH192

Mangalore airport

The uni bus came to fetch us from airport.

Outside the airport. India's soil is RED. Hmmmmmm...

LOL @ our luggages

It was a bumpy journey. Was feeling so excited.

And one thing, Indian drivers all honk like crazy one. They honk whenever they wanna overtake, when they see cars/ people on their ways, when they wanna attract attentions, and when the feel like they want to.

Advise: Buy earplugs or put on your earphones.

Random scene along the way. Coconut trees!!

Udupi town
Was feeling that I'm in the scenes of Bollywood movie! Scenes coming to live!

Yay we reached Manipal University!! So pretty! This is the Edu Building.

Interior.

In the Internal Admission office. Waiting to be admitted and being shown to our hostels.

My lil' corner =]

With my cosy bed.

That's all for now 1st. Stay tuned for part two! More photos on Facebook =]

P/S: Credits to Boon Loey, Shawn, Lynn, Christine, and me for the pictures =]

India's Eve

2010-07-20T11:47:00.003+08:00

I can't believe that I'm leaving to India tomorrow! TOMORROW! Can you believe it?!

I used to think a few years ago that: why am i gonna start my degree so late? On my 20-ies? Seriously? That's a phase of our most exciting life! By the time i finish studying, I'm gonna be so OLD and GRUMPY!
BUT, see this:

Ever beautiful Gong Li

She is 45!! 45 years old!!!!!!! She's not old and grumpy! In fact, she's much more beautiful and HOTTER than her younger-self:

I don't know how old was she.. Might be in her 20-ies.

My perception towards age changes.You don't have to be young to be pretty, and you are not necessarily ugly when you are old. I realise that i was shallow to say that I''ll be OLD AND GRUMPY when i graduated from India after 5 years. I'll be only 25 years old! Still youthful and fresh!

P/S : Must start eyeing on anti-ageing products now!

Just have to enjoy myself in India. India is not that BAD afterall(from my friends' perspective.. Gotta see it for myself)! It's just like when people think of SABAH, they thought of:

1.ORANG UTAN!

2. People living on trees

3. And people wearing leaves.

Yes you do imagine SABAH like that! Don't deny it!! Darn! It's all because of the tourism promo of CUTI CUTI MALAYSIA!

Anyway, now i know not to listen to other people's perspective of the typical India--- dirty, unhygienic, no clean water, no shopping malls, beggars crawling around (SORRY if i offended any of you, it's just an example! ). I'm sure that India is better than this! It's just the people's negative assumptions and effects of the mass media exposing India as a country like one in "Slumdog Millionaire". I shall see it for myself before i make any comments about India =]

India is a country which is full of beautiful contrasts. It is also a land of rich rituals, fascinating festivals and mesmerising ceremonies. The geographical diversity of India makes it one of the most sought after tourist destinations.

----http://www.factsaboutindia.org/

See? We can go travel around INDIA!! If i never got the chance to go India, i probably wouldn't thought of travelling to India. Yes, I was biased that i know.

Anyhow, I know the Lord is ahead of me in India, preparing the place for me. He will always over provide for us! His blessings and plans for us are always beyond our wildest dreams! And I believe that this chance to study in India itself is already a blessing. It's a test and challenge for me to be stronger, to grow and be closer to the Lord.

Father Lord, I thank you for sending me to India to learn and grow. I pray that you'll continue to teach me to be a blessing to other people there in the new foreign place. Lord i pray that you continue to be with my friends and family when i'm away. Continue to lay your loving hands over them, bless them and refresh them with your love and grace. In Jesus' name i pray, Amen.

Gotta start packing RIGHT NOW!! God, I pray that no matter how many things that i put into my luggage, it won't get overweight in Jesus' name! Amen!

*dissapears*

I'm not alone

2010-07-13T10:30:00.006+08:00

一个人，缓缓地走在昏暗无人的人行道上。
街灯熄了。世界突然只剩我一人。
但我知道，我不寂寞。
迎面晚风吹来，她轻抚着我的发梢。
我知道，我不寂寞。
仰头一望，映入眼帘的尽是一望无际的星空。
一颗颗的钻石垂吊着，看似那么远，却是那么近。
我试着伸手去捉，捉到的，只是微凉的晚风。
星星笑了。像是说：＂傻孩子！＂
像是一颗颗有智慧的眼睛，慈祥地望着我。
我也笑了，因为
我知道，我并不寂寞。

I was inspired to write this after i saw the night sky yesterday. Yes i was alone with no street lights. But I know i'm not alone for God is with me, ALL the time. He showed me the wonders that He created. He commands the wind to blow. He knows each stars by name. He showed me how we can see the brightest light only in the darkest place.

Sorry, no translation for the passage above. If you know mandarin, Congratulations! You can read! =]

Sang Nyuk Mee and YOYO for lunch!

2010-07-09T17:02:00.001+08:00

Ooooohh my favourite babe. Last time when i was small i can eat two bowls full. LOL

Mint Milk Tea with Mini Pearls

The enjoyment of being a KK-ian. Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~!!

Actsperience . Love

2010-07-08T19:08:00.011+08:00

Thank you, Father. For sending such amazing people to surround me. Even just for a really short period of one month, i've really grown much and learnt a lot.

Midnight McD session with Acts Campus students. =]

Thank you, people. Thank you, Acts Church. Thank you, pastors. Thank you, my family in Christ. It was such a great blessing to know you all. One billion "thank you" couldn't express my gratitude completely.

Pr.Dave, sharing about Campus Revo during RE:UNION

Yes they are indeed that good. They dont mind the fact that I'll be leaving to India soon, they stil love me and help me grow. They treat me like a baby. A flower bud that will soon bloom into beautiful flower that wouldn't wilt, by God's grace. They stil pour out their time to teach me and mentor me. They teased me and bullied me, but out of love. Lol.

Nobody ever did that to me before. Believe it or not, I was the loner in school last time. Nobody ever wanna waste their time talking to me. Sounds sad right. Haha. But here everyone do love people genuinely. Quote Pr. Dave: "At the end, it's all about the people."

Another campus breakout session

In Acts I learnt that i'm complete and secure in Christ. I learnt the worth of being a woman, especially through Pr. Sandra. We are custom made by God, and He holds us gently in His hands. One day our Father will carefully put us into the hands of someone worthy. He has great plans for us, and He only gives us His best =]
Quote from the BIBLE: "When your Earthly father knows how to shower you with good gifts, what more our Father in Heaven?"
Matthew 7:11 -- If you then, being evil, know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will your Father who is in heaven give good things to those who ask Him!

And this i'll remember forever: "No one ever regretted keeping themselves pure; but ALL regretted when they gave out themselves to someone not their spouse, especially girls." --- P.I. Sarah Fong. I think ALL females, old and young, NEED to know about this, urgently.

I'm really glad that i know Christ at this point. A point where most of us will be deprive of LOVE. It's sad that not all know that God's love is sufficient for us. Not all know that God's grace is enough for us. Not all! And they really need to know! God really loves us unconditionally. He knows everyone. He loves everyone. Including sinners. He condemns sins, but He doesn't condemn you. Yes He doesn't.

Here are some pictures taken during this short but fruitful period. I somehow lost my cam-whoring ability here. Might be due to the feeling of inferiority as everyone else are using DSLR to snap professional pictures. Especially when i know most of the people in Actsposure (photography ministry) LOL. Sorry if i din't manage to take pictures with you, you know i love you. =] (btw I stole some pictures from facebook.. XD)

SJ2 Homes:

We signed our names on our used cups. Hehe.

Charles! So sexy! Pheeweet!!

Laughing at jokes during sharing in Homes.

Jonathan Chong wearing ripped jeans. And so we throw our ice-cream potong into the holes. LOL

Hahaha! I found my camwhore-mate! Cheers, Vennessa =]

Me, Ellie and Sue Ting

I like this one =]

Yvonne! My mentor =] miss her already!

We love people with different colours.

Haha

Serving food in Homes =]

RE:UNION:

Our 30 sec dance. LOL

The temporary dancers for Light Bulb (Dance Ministry)

VIP (Volunteer and Internship Programme):

Yew Jin, Audrey, Salby, me and Susu.

Yvonne shooting Ben Choong, Vincent and Yew Jin for the VIP promo shoot,

...while others chatting, waiting for their turns.

LOL. Don't ask me. She asking:"Do i look like a Korean girl? " =.=

Haha. From left: Audrey, Nathaneal, Salby, Fee Vien and Susu.

Oops. Hahaha

I'll never forget u girls!!

Outing with housemates:

Yvonne and Tracy treated us T.G.I.Fridays for our farewell!! Thanks!!

Salmon Pasta

Erm.. Forgot the name. Something something Chicken and cheese

Tracy ordered this. Looked so gorgeous!

And Yvonne ordered this. LOL. Grilled lamb in disguise.

Tracy

Miscellaneous:

A sweet letter from Pr.Sandra

Cute Megan and Tracy

She's gonna grow up to be a gorgeous woman!

Megan and Bubbles

I was born in Acts. I was baptised in Acts. I grow in Acts. Although i'm leaving, my heart will stil be in Acts. And once i told Pr. Dave: "I wanna get married in Acts!" LOL.

Till we meet again. =] Will surely miss u guys! Take care and God bless!!

P/s : Credits to Kenny Ng and Jonathan Chong and myself for the photos! XOXO

Can't view updates from my friends????!!

2010-07-08T00:39:00.003+08:00

Trying to link my friends' blog but this is what popped out:

GGRRRRRRRRRR~~

Bright blue KK sky =]

2010-07-07T23:13:00.003+08:00

Driving in my hometown.. What an enjoyable thing to do.

4.57pm.

Looking at the big blue sky, humming my favourite song; even if it's traffic jam i don't feel frustrated at all.

Who can be frustrated when all that you see is the bright beautiful KK sky?

I LOVE KK. =]

Be naked

2010-07-03T23:08:00.005+08:00

Yes. Be naked in front of God.

Be real in front of God.

He seen your mess.

He knows your flaws.

You don't have to hide yourself from Him.

You can't.

Because He is GOD.

And He is GOOD.

Mummy enjoying Subang

2010-07-03T14:45:00.001+08:00

My mum came to Subang few days ago.. Had a GREAT time shopping!!!!! GREAT time eating too =P Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

大肠包小肠 Rice cake with Taiwanese Sausage

Crispy chicken chop =p

Awesome Taiwanese chilli sambal!!! With lotsa lotsa lotsa and lotsa garlic! AWESOME!

Guess what?

BR icecream!!!! It was Wednesday so we got the Pink Day Offer. Wheeeee~!

She seems like she's enjoying.. Doesn't she?

Mummy I love you!!

Nanny's underwear!!!

2010-07-03T14:33:00.002+08:00

Clockwise from top: Nanny's underwear, Mummy's underwear, Modern underwear. Sorry no G-Strings available XD

Bubbles the bubbly cat

2010-06-28T22:35:00.001+08:00

Eh? Is that a rat i saw??

Never mind.. I'm too fat to move around. Yvonne fed me too much. Yawn.

Hey hey hey.. Wait.. are you stalking me?!

YES i smelled something FISHY! It's you i know!!

Ggrrrrrrrr.

When God Ran

2010-06-24T22:24:00.003+08:00

Awesome song!! Awesome powesome!! This song is just so BEAUTIFUL.

Yes, God Ran but running towards our direction,

because He's been waiting for us to receive us once again.

Almighty God, the great I am
Immovable rock, omnipotent, powerful, awesome Lord
Victorious warrior, commanding King of Kings
Mighty conqueror, and the only time
the only time I ever saw Him run

CHORUS:
Was when He ran to me, He took me in His arms
Held my head to His chest, said “My son’s come home again”
Lifted my face, wiped the tears from my eyes
With forgiveness in His voice He said,
“Son do you know I still love you?”

He caught me by surprise when God ran

The day I left home I knew I’d broken His heart
And I wondered then if things could ever be the same
Then one night I remembered His love for me
And down that dusty road ahead I could see

It was the only time – it was the only time I ever saw Him run

And then He ran to me, He took me in His arms
Held my head to His chest, said “My son’s come home again”
Lifted my face, wiped the tears from my eyes
With forgiveness in His voice He said,
“Son do you know I still love you?”
He caught me by surprise as He brought me to my knees
When God ran – I saw Him run to me

BRIDGE:
I was so ashamed, all alone and so far away
But now I know He’s been waiting for this day

I saw Him run to me, He took me in His arms
Held my head to His chest, said “My son’s come home again”
Lifted my face, wiped the tears from my eyes
With forgiveness in His voice I felt His love for me again

He ran to me, He took me in His arms
Held my head to His chest, said “My son’s come home again”
Lifted my face, wiped the tears from my eyes
With forgiveness in His voice He said, “Son”, He called me Son
He said, “Son do you know I still love you?”
He ran to me and then I ran to Him
When God ran

Working In AYA

2010-06-23T01:34:00.000+08:00

As some of you know, I'm currently working in AYA (Asian Youth Ambassador) office. So these are some job that we're up to in the office.. And yea, today had been quite a hectic day.. Phew..

This is the MAC that Alvin uses to do his programming and editing. Canggih kan?

Yes. That girl holding the cam, is ME. =] WHEEEEEE~~

I cut the board for RE:UNION!! All my sweat went inside it. Lol.

Helped out in the Revo Store. Stamping the paper bags that they use to pack merchandise. And NO it's NOT easy at all!

Some random pictures:

LOL yes it's FOOD again! I had Teh-C Special and this pork Pan Mee. YUM!!

Yvonne feeding her cat, Bubbles with gel vitamin. Bubbles is so so pampered! Quoted from Susu: "Yvonne i wanna be your cat!!" LOL!

Yummy GREEN Tea SnowIce

2010-06-21T13:54:00.008+08:00

Okay i've been posting EMO posts these days... Come on lets stop the emo-ness and cheer up and enjoy this yummy green tea snow ice!!!!

Awww... Isn't the colour lovely??

Yes I proclaim that i'm a Great Super fans of GREEN TEA!! YUMMY!!

I cried. And cried. And cried.

2010-06-19T18:28:00.007+08:00

I cried for a guy today. I wept for his lost. I mourned for him. I don't even know him. His name is Joash Wee. A young, wonderful life that i've never met and never heard of. Only recently i heard of him from people in church. He passed away in a tragic accident with some of his family members. And for some reasons, I was in his memorial service today.

I cried. For how fragile a life can be. When they played the video of his life's snapshots, i cried so badly that i couldn't even breath. What a wonderful blessed life that he had! In the midst of the most youthful, most exciting and most energetic phase of 23 years old in his life, the Lord took him away. BOOM! Just like that. He is gone. How short and how temporary a life can be.

I cried again. For how he had blessed the people around him with his short, short life. For how he had made a difference and impacted other people's life, using his temporary time on earth.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

"He had this bright, dazzling smile that captured every hearts."
"He was always an encouragement to people, always humbled himself, despite being so talented."
"He cherished every relationship he had with everyone he met. He called people by their names, and not 'dude' or 'man' or 'bro'. He remembered and honoured everyone with their names. "
"He is the most sincere person i've ever met. He loved everyone so genuinely, never failing to be by your side whenever you needed him. He's the one that's always there for you."
"He's never EMO. He's always there with the big bright smile that will make your day."
"He's the one that is always there when no one cares about me."
"He talks to strangers a lot. He breaks ice and walls between people. He is always the first person to introduce himself to people."
"He invited me to stay over at his place, despite the fact the i just met him twice."
"He is a really great listener. I can tell him my deepest secrets that i would never ever have told anyone in my life."
"He never complained, despite how much problem he was facing and how stressed-out he was."
"He was so self-less, always thought of other people more than he thought for himself."
"He is the living JESUS in our lives. He was doing what Jesus did with His life. Spreading love unconditionally."

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

Then I cried again. For a soul that I've never met yet had touched my heart and inspired me so much. I've inspired to be like him. To be like Christ. To be a blessing to people. To leave marks and trials and footprints on Earth before i leave. To be a change. To sow seeds and reap the juicy fruits later. If i can live my life like that, i won't ever regret living. And i won't ever regret dying.

Sometimes we wonder, why does God allow these tragedies to happen to such a loving and wonderful soul. We got angry at God. But believe me, God did this for a better good. Believe me, there's a reason behind everything. It was amazing how God can use Joash to bless so many people in his short life. Even when he's gone, he blessed so many people that doesn't know him. Such as me.

I suddenly realize, it's God who brought me to that memorial service and let me witness a fruitful life of a great man with a great heart.

He had fought a good fight, finished the race, and remained faithful. --- 2 Timothy 4:7

Be weak, then you'll be STRONG

2010-06-19T01:47:00.009+08:00

It's amazing that how God can talk to us. How he showed me gradually what he wanna say to me. It was broken into pieces by pieces.

By the time you join the pieces together, you'll be amazed by the picture that he has been trying to show you.

My child,

You have always been the strong one in your family, among your friends, or even in front of your loved ones. Your family that i gave to you brought you up like this. As the eldest in the family you've learnt to take up all the responsiblities and not to make other people worry about you. You'll never admit that you're sad, nor you'll never admit your problems and worries to anyone easily.

That is a suffering, my dear. I always wanted you to be strong, but not like this, my dear. Not by bringing all your problems to yourself, thinking that the problem is not a big problem afterall. No. Don't think: "It's just a small problem." Everything is big to me. Nothing will be small enough to escape my eyes.

You can tell me all your problems, my child. You've gotta admit that you are weak. You couldn't do it all by yourself. By being weak, you are giving me the honour to take control of your life. By being weak, your are admitting that I am your Father. By being weak, you are actually being strong in me, my girl, for my power is made perfect in your weakness.

Now talk to your friends. Talk to your family. Talk to your leaders. For I have sent them to you. Don't hide all your sorrows to yourself. Don't hide behind the smiley face of yours. I know you do that to cover your pain. Don't. Be weak sometimes, and let me carry you through it all.

Love,
Daddy.

Login Facebook to earn Unlimited Income???!

2010-06-17T10:22:00.002+08:00

Just by logging in Facebook, we can earn money???!!
I definitely DON'T believe in this. This is surely another form of Skim Cepat Kaya.
Don't drop into the trap!!! There's never such easy money. Trust yourselves and trust GoD! Don't simply trust those people that offer easy money to you. Definitely no good thing one.

With doubts and anger,
Felicia.

My BRAND NEW Bible!!!!!!

2010-06-16T23:10:00.001+08:00

Front view

Side view

Back view

Book view. Lol

Thanks to Yvonne who brought me to buy my wonderful beautiful pretty NIV (New International Version) Bible. At first i wanted to get a Kid's bible. Cause' it's so so cute!!! Got colourful pages inside too. Lol. But at last i settled for this. Although it looks childish also. At least it's cheerful enough to get me to open the bible and read it. And I have a thing for GREEN. LOL.
Gonna spent more time reading Bible. XD

A LONG update after one month of happening life

2010-06-15T00:39:00.004+08:00

Okay this blog post will take me forever if i dont start now. Lol. Anyhow i changed my template again... Finding one to settle down. Till I found you, babe. Lol.

Alright lets start from the days after exam and before our graduation day.
As usual, i'd like the pictures to do the talking. =]

One of the outings. This time with Susu, Christine and Queenie. Quite a random combinition of people. Haha.

Okay pardon me please. I'm just admiring the wonderful creation of God. Lol

Steamed egg in a bathtub. Yes it's a mini bathtub lol.

See? The whole restaurant is decorated like a toilet. And we DO eat from the mini toiletbowl: >>>

P/S: Liying dint know that i was taking picture of her. Hahahaha.

This is the cheesy baked rice ordered by Chua. Inside a toilet bowl.

They do have ice-creams in the shape of shit. Luckily I'm too full for more dessert. Haha.

Our KTT KI Graduation Day!!

A small gift for all of us.

Kinda handy actually. Especially for guys who x groom themselves. Haha.

The name of the university i'll be going to. Honestly, i cant wait for my new adventures there!! Thank God for sending me there. I know you send me there for ur purpose. =]

In my ugly green graduation robe. Grrr.

Glamorous girls, oh ya, and a guy, in sarees.

One of my goodest friend, Joel. And Jun Mei behind. Hahaha.

And i like this very much. Haha.

And this too. Haha.

Chill-out session in IceRoom after the graduation tea. LOL. Yes people kept on staring at us.

Female-version BORAT. Lol.

After the chill-out session we actually went for a movie. Shrek 3. In our sarees. LOL. What an adventure... =P

Ipoh 3days 2nights Trip

After the graduation day my god-father asked m to find him in Ipoh. Here's the famous taugeh chicken rice and seriously, it was GOOD.

My lovely god-sister

The next day, he suddenly announced that we're going to Pulau Pangkor. I thought it's gonna be a one day trip, manatau suddenly when we reached there he announced that we're gonna stay there for a night! We dint bring anything to change! NADA!

The very small chalet in which we stayed one night in.

Since we dint bring anything, except for a wallet and a phone, my god-mother went to buy all sorts of "I love Pangkor" type of T-shirts for us to change. Hahaha.

Obviously, i just woke up lol. See that T-shirts on me and my god-sis? LOL

Alright here are some random shots:

A refreshing cup of watermelon juice in a hot hot day. Mmmm... Aaahhhh...

The beach is just across the roads outside our chalet.

The tail from the ferry. So pretty. On our way back to Ipoh.. Looks like a butterfly, doesn't it?

BTN Camp

In case you dont know what is a BTN camp, BTN stands for Biro Tata Negara, which is a brainwashing camp for JPA scholars before we flew off to India.

You might ask: What type of brainwashing is that?? Well... You know I know la. Well enough of that, I'm scared that if i wrote too much here i'll be arrested by the ISA if they read my blog.. Lol.

Anyway, this is how our dorm looks like:

It's super hot in the daytime!!

Every day, we need to wake up at 5 to get ready for the kuliah moral at 6am while the muslims went for their morning prayers. Arghh!! 5am!! What a torture!!

Even he was asleep!!! LOL

Sarah took this snapshot with her life. hahaha. Thx to her!!

We were too bored lol. Ellie drew me a tatoo. Nice a not? =]

Random Pics

A cat we saw on the KTT hill.. So manja.

A present from Acts Campus. Thx a lot!!

VIP (Volunteer and Internship Programme)

To anybody who doesn't know what's that, VIP is a programme in church whereby we serve and work for the church without pay. People has been asking why am i so fanatic when i'm just a new believer? What?! Excuse me? FANATIC?

I wanna tell the world here that Christianity is not a religion. It's a relationship with our heavenly Father God, through his beloved son Jesus Christ. When you're in a relationship, won't you wanna see that person more? Won't you wanna take care and know everything about that person? Won't you admire and love and wanna do everything for that person? Yeah. That's what Christianity is all about. A relationship with God. We tell him everything, listen to him, obey him, worship him and serve him. He deserves everything because he created us and he loves us.

Thank you Lord, for creating me and bringing me here in Acts. I enjoyed serving you here, and i enjoyed the relationship with you O Lord. God, may I become a vessel of your joy so that others may know of your goodness when they see how you live in me. Amen.

Part of the job in AYA office. Cut out the MTG DVD labels using blades. These are the most perfect ones. One cut gao tim! Hallelujah!

I was recording for RE:UNION!! Whee!!!

By the way, RE:UNION is an annual conference by Acts Church. This time i had the golden opportunity to be a part of it. It was superb. Awesome. Life-changing. I'll blog about it if i got time.. It was seriously good.*Thumbs up*

Thank you Father in Heaven for that awesome conference, Lord, for being with us and touching hearts and souls. For you are a moving God, Lord you had moved in everyone's heart and everyone was blessed by your presence O God. I thank you for your Holy Spirit that came upon everyone in the last day of the conference, Lord, which was very unexpected. Lord i know that it's your timing O God, you want us all to be life-changers. Lord, thereby i pray for strength and courage O God, i pray for wisdom and boldness. Lord for you are truly good, and i wanna be your child forever O God. In Jesus most precious name i pray, Amen. =]

Homemade Chocolate Cheesecake!!

2010-05-13T13:45:00.006+08:00

I made it! I made it! I made it! I made it! I made it!!! Whee~~~

Ingredients :

Crust:
One packet of chocolate waffle
1/4 cup of butter
Cake:
250g cream cheese
one packet of cooking chocolate
one packet of milk chocolate with Hazelnut (I want the Hazelnut. lol)
1 cup of whipped cream
2-3 tablespoons of lemon juice
1 tablespoon of vanilla essence
a packet of Chipsmore cookies (actually wanted the chocolate chips only but cant find =[ )
Others:
Your hands. And brain. Lol.

Method:
1. Melt the butter in microwave, then crush the waffles until u get something like this:

You can crush it more.. Just that i'm too lazy. XD

2. Pour it on a pan and lay them flat to make the crust for the cheesecake. Chill.

Okay it sort of look like the grains eaten by chicken. Or bird. Or whatever it is. LOL.

3. Melt the chocolate. (My favourite part. Hehe.)

4. Beat the cream cheese until it is soft and fluffy. (Soft and fluffy?! I took about 40mins on this step! To beat the cream cheese until soft but not fluffy. The definition of FLUFFY please.) Then add the melted chocolate into the soft and fluffy cheese cream.

5. Add the whipped cream, lemon juice and vanilla essence to the cheese mixture and blend.

6. I added the Chipsmore cookies into the mixture (to my likings =P) then pour the mixture on the crust prepared just now.

Looked a bit like cow shit. Sorry guys!

7. Smoothen it, put in fridge for at least 8 hours, then.............. JENG JENG JENG JENG~

8. SERVE!~~~~

Pardon the frost on the cake, i put it in the freezer, which i get a good scolding from my mum after that. lol

Yum yum!! *Wink*

Random random random

2010-05-13T09:58:00.005+08:00

Too random.. Coz too bored. Just saw everyone on facebook, wearing sarees, and looking great! Argh.. I missed the awesome night! Never mind.. I'll make the graduation night awesome too. =]

My beloved lappie had come bac to mama!! Here's her new look:

By the way i went back to my old primary school when i fetch my brother from school... And guess what? It's not old at all! It has became so so beautiful and clean and advanced. I was amazed so i took pics of my school. So the money we donated to school was not wasted afterall.. Pround of it. =]

Okay literally nothing to do now... Gonna do some bible reading. Tata!

Lurve mah bible =] :*

Chocholate Mint Cheesecake

2010-05-12T10:14:00.004+08:00

I wanna make this!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! God please give me motivation to make a cheesecake. Amen.

Chocolate Mint Cheesecake

Ingredients:

1/4 cup Butter or Margarine, melted
1 cup Chocolate Wafer Crumbs (10 wafers)
20 Miniature or 5 Large York Peppermint Patties
2 tablespoons Butter
16 ounces Cream Cheese
1 (14 ounce) can Sweetened Condensed Milk
1 tablespoon Unflavored Gelatine
2 tablespoons Lemon Juice
1 tablespoon Vanilla Extract
1 cup Whipping Cream
1 cup Sour Cream

8 miniature or 2 large York Peppermint Patties, frozen, then grated

Preparation:

Mix melted butter and chocolate wafer crumbs. Firmly pat over bottom of 9-inch springform pan. Chill. Melt 20 miniature York Peppermint Patties or 5 large York Peppermint Patties and butter. Drizzle over crumb crust. Chill.

Beat cream cheese until light and fluffy. Gradually add sweetened condensed milk while beating until smooth. Soften gelatine in lemon juice and warm to dissolve. Add to cheese mixture with vanilla extract. Whip cream until stiff peaks form. Fold into cream cheese mixture. Pour into prepared pan. Chill. Cover with whipped sour cream. Garnish with grated York Peppermint Patties. Chill several hours before serving.

Love Never Dies

2010-05-12T09:28:00.007+08:00

The principal characters of The Phantom of the Opera continue their stories in Andrew Lloyd Webber’s LOVE NEVER DIES. Ten years after the mysterious disappearance of The Phantom from the Paris Opera House, Christine Daaé accepts an offer to come to America and perform at New York’s fabulous new playground of the world – Coney Island.
Arriving in New York with her husband Raoul and their son Gustave, Christine soon discovers the identity of the anonymous impresario who has lured her from France to sing.
This brand-new show is a roller coaster ride of obsession and intrigue…in which music and memory can play cruel tricks… and The Phantom sets out to prove that, indeed, LOVE NEVER DIES. --- http://www.loveneverdies.com/the-show/background/

Oh my god!!! I'm dying to watch this! I have been a great fan of The Phantom Of the Opera, and now comes the extended version! Phantom appears again after 10 years, and still in love with Christine Daaé!

Booking Information

Adelphi Theatre, Strand, London WC2
Box Office Number

0844 412 4651 (No booking fee)

Performance schedule
Monday to Saturday evenings at 7.30pm
Wednesday and Saturday matinees at 2.30pm

Ticket Prices
Stalls £67.50, £62.50, £55
Dress Circle £67.50, £62.50, £55
Upper Circle £47.50, £37.50, £32.50, £25

All ticket prices include the 75p theatre restoration levy.

The casts of Love Never Dies, Ramin Karimloo and Sierra Boggess as Phantom and Christine Daaé during rehersals

Christine Daaé, Phantom and Raoul

It's in LONDON!!! LONDON!! Oh please somebody, please move this wonderful musical to the big screen! Please!! So that everyone can watch this!! And not only the people in LONDON! I bet it will be an awesome one.. *Sobs* Why Malaysians don't like these type of musical one.. *Sobs sobs* I probably have to wait for another 5 more years before i can watch it. T.T

Here's the official music video of Ramin Karimloo performing 'Till I Hear You Sing', from Andrew Lloyd Webber's long-awaited show 'Love Never Dies,' the continuation of The Phantom of the Opera. Sierra Boggess also features in the video.

Please like it!

When God prays

2010-05-10T23:01:00.007+08:00

I found a really good website that can help me grow spiritually in Him. This is one of the articles that i felt touched after reading.. Don't run away from God, for He loves you!

When God prays

Have you ever wondered what kind of prayer God would ever pray? You heard it right, we’re talking about God’s prayer, and you’re definitely not reading an article from an atheist, but from a sinner who truly believes in the Living God. I believe in God. I believe He listens to our every prayer. But the real question is, do we ever listen when God prays?

My beloved, why do you cry? Why do you fill your heart with gloom and hopelessness? Why do you hide from me? Why do you bear this burden that is not yours? Was the night so long you never thought it would surrender to another sunrise? Was the winter too cold you never thought you could feel warm ever again? I am deeply troubled with your troubles. I am utterly concerned that I could not sleep. I know your wounds for they are mine as well. I know your tears and I would like to take them away.

No reply.

My beloved, it’s been so long since I heard your voice; so long since you poured out your heart to me. How I long to hear them once again. How I missed it! How I miss the songs you used to sing. How I miss you! How I yearn to enjoy your presence once more.

No reply.

My beloved, has the world deafened the ears that used to listen to my voice? Has the noise of the world been so loud you couldn’t hear my gentle whisper? How I’d like to shout upon you like thunder! To reach out to you like the crashing waves! But it is not my way, beloved. I am not among the fire nor the lightning nor the storm. I am the soft breeze that whispers unto you with unfailing love.

I do not have the love that you have, or the patience that you have for me. I do not care if you bring me fire or thunder or rain for it is just the same! This life is not good to me. It would have been better had I not been born at all!

Why do you despise life; life that I have given you? Have I not formed you in your mother’s womb? Have I not chosen you before the birth of the earth? Have I not fashioned you intricately, passionately, wonderfully, uniquely, perfectly beyond any conceivable thought or miracle? Have I not breathed on you? Have I not given you my own heart? Have I not made you in my own glory and immortality?

I can see no beauty whatsoever in the creature that I am. There is no hope for me for I am wretched and most unfortunate of men. Men will never look upon me with admiration or respect. Men would never even notice me, for who am I? Who am I that anyone should care about me?
You say you fashioned me. You say you breathed your life unto me, but I have none. Death has more mercy for one such as me.

Why do you choose death? Why prefer darkness to light? Sorrow over joy? Despair over hope? Have I not given you freewill? Have I not given you a mind such as my own?

Freewill belongs only to those blessed upon the earth. Men such as me have no choice whatsoever. Why hope when you will be frustrated in the end? Why desire light when you cannot prevail over darkness?

My beloved, have I not given you strength? Have I not poured out Wisdom unto you? Have I not armed you with everything you need to face the battles of this world? And have I not come before you and claimed victory over the war you cannot win?

Why do you talk to me? Don’t you have any other business to take care of? Why waste your time on me when you can convince a multitude with your words? I am not your only love. I am not the only one you care about so be gone from me! I am nobody’s beloved.

Why do you not trust my heart? Do you not know the love I have for you? And why send me to the crowd when my beloved is here? I leave the ninety-nine sheep for the one I seek. For the one which can never be replaced. For the one whom I will hide in the shadow of my wings. For the one whose name is written forever in the palm of my hand.

You speak so wonderfully as though it is the truth. As though you know how I feel.

There is no truth but I. And the truth is that I have loved you so much that I despised my life so you can have yours.

What is this life you’re talking about anyway? If there is heaven, why don’t you bring me there? It is different to walk the face of the earth. It is different to face the people that I face. To struggle with the problems I’m going through. To remain standing when a thousand await for me to stumble so they can trample upon me. So they can spit on my face when they have the chance. Where is the glory you’re talking about? They do not even respect me. Where is hope when I don’t even know which road to take?

What is it that you want, my child?

No reply.

What is it that you desire me to give you?

No reply.

Why do you not knock upon the door which waits to be opened up for you? Why do you not ask for the grace that was meant to be yours? Why do you content yourself with garbage when you can seek a treasure, which nobody can ever take away from you?

I am just so tired and worn out. I don’t even have the strength to argue with you anymore.

Then what is it that you want, my beloved?

I’m just so lonely; I wish there could be someone to hold my hand.

He holds our hand. He carries us when we can carry on
no more. He restores our strength.
He renews us.
He picks up the broken pieces
of our hearts
and mends it
as though it were never broken at all.
God speaks, God seeks us in the darkest chambers of our hearts. God longs to hear us, to touch us and comfort us at times when we needed it most. But we are cold and tired and deaf. We hear Him knocking, but we dare not open the door. We hear Him praying, but we pretend not to have heard it, and we turn away.

Tell Me Why - Declan Galbraith

2010-05-10T17:59:00.006+08:00

AWESOME!!!!!!! This kid is really GOOD!!Oh my god!!
I watched it several times already and still get goosebumps every time i listen to it. THUMBS UP!

In my dream children sing a song of love for every boy and girl
The sky is blue and fields are green and laughter is the language of the world
Then I wake and all I see is a world full of people in need

Tell me why (why) does it have to be like this?
Tell me why (why) is there something I have missed?
Tell me why (why) cos I don't understand.
When so many need somebody we don't give a helping hand.
Tell me why?

Everyday I ask myself what will I have to do to be a man?
Do I have to stand and fight to prove to everybody who I am?
Is that what my life is for to waste in a world full of war?

Tell me why (why) does it have to be like this?
Tell me why (why) is there something I have missed?
Tell me why (why) cos I don't understand.
When so many need somebody we don't give a helping hand.
Tell me why?

(children) tell me why? (declan) tell me why?
(children) tell me why? (declan) tell me why?
(together) just tell me why, why, why?

Tell me why (why) does it have to be like this?
Tell me why (why) is there something I have missed?
Tell me why (why) cos I don't understand.
When so many need somebody we don't give a helping hand.

Tell me why (why,why,does the tiger run)
Tell me why (why why do we shoot the gun)
Tell me why (why,why do we never learn)
Can someone tell us why we let the forest burn?

(why,why do we say we care)
Tell me why (why,why do we stand and stare)
Tell me why (why,why do the dolphins cry)
Can some one tell us why we let the ocean die ?

(why,why if we're all the same)
tell me why (why,why do we pass the blame)
tell me why (why,why does it never end)
can some one tell us why we cannot just be friends?

Lappie, Blood donation, Blue, and IP Man 2

2010-05-10T17:07:00.006+08:00

Changed my template... I recently have a thing for BLUE. Blue Punjabi suits for both Kannada and Hindi Night. And i find blue very peaceful and comfortable. haha. Like my template so much.. I guess i not gonna change it for a long period of time.. =]

Sent my lappie for service today. Gonna get her back soon!! So exited. (Haha okay yes i get contented easily) I'm not gonna buy a new lappie for now.. And i'm gonna stop thinking about it. God, give me strength to resist temptation, amen! By the way i bought new laptop skin for my beloved lappie! I'll show u guys my skin when she came back frm her "hospital". Whee~~~

I saw a blood donation campaign going on just now @ Karamunsing... This is my SECOND attempt to donate blood but failed again!!
"Sorry miss, you hav low haemoglobin count. It's normal for girls but it's not enough to donate to people." Why Why WHY?!! Am i destined that i cannot ever donate my blood?? I wanna do good with my blood!! I WANT I WANT I WANT!!

I googled how toincrease my blood haemoglobin count and here it is:
"Remedies to increase haemoglobin
The fastest way to boost your hemoglobin is to stockpile in foods that are rich in iron. Iron provides red blood cells, which determine the quantity of hemoglobin in the blood. If your body is deficient in iron, chances are very high that you would also be deficient in hemoglobin. Some of the foods rich in iron are spinach, beetroot, soya beans, apples, almonds, pears, tomatoes, potato peels, figs and alfalfa sprouts. In order to add to your blood count, you can also include at least one serving of red meat in a day. This will also raise your hemoglobin levels very rapidly. You must make sure your body receives a combination of at least five to seven of these edibles every single day, in order to boost your count. It is preferable to have most of the listed components (except meat) raw, as they are richest in iron. Cooking may destroy iron content by as much as half. Potato peels may be dried and toasted in order to make them an interesting snack.
It is also important to cut back on tea, coffee, cigarettes and alcohol, since all of them inhibit absorption of iron in the body and therefore reduce your blood count. You can have herbal tea, fresh juices or water instead."

*That means i should eat spinach, beetroot, soya beans, apples, almonds, pears, tomatoes, potato peels, figs and alfalfa sprouts everyday and can't drink tea and coffee so frequently anymore =[*

Sigh. Kla i'll update more when my lappie came back home to mama. Lots of my pictures are inside her brain. Just hope the guy wont re-format her la.

Oh ya by the way IP Man 2 is AWESOME!!!!!! MUST WATCH!! *Cried when Sammo Hung died being punched violently by the stupid ugly ang mo. T.T
(Gonna steal IP Man from Liying and watch it when i get back to KTT)

Thats all for now.. Tata! =] Have a nice day and God bless you all!

Relax-ING at home =]

2010-05-08T15:44:00.003+08:00

Back in KK for a week++ !! OMG. It feels like heaven. Eat sleep eat sleep. And of course, cook cook and cook. Haha. Relax-ing................................................................. * imagining myself sipping chilled watermelon juice by the beach* oooohh lala!!

Will celebrate mother's day in a few days time.. X gonna tell what we gonna do on that day (In case my mum read my blog. LOL) Will come update after that. XD But i'm gonna tell you now Mum, I LOVE YOU!! So so so so so so much!! Muaks :*:*:*

Attended a beauty contest for kadazan girls yesterday... Called... Unduk Ngadao Kaamatan Gala Night. Kota Kinabalu City level 2010. LOL kinda lazy to upload the photos now as i'm going out later for movie liao! Whee!! So, stay tuned if you guys wanna hav a view of those beautiful Borneon girls =]

Because we are BORNEONS, we are BEAUTIFUL ;)

Tata. Gotta shower now d. Wanna watch IP Man 2 later.. Wheee!!

Random post about LOVE

2010-05-01T23:55:00.006+08:00

People have been asking me a question: Do you have a boyfriend? What? Is "boyfriend" a nesseccity in life now? Yes stop exclaiming already. I dont have and i never had a boyfriend before. Is that The Eighth Wonder of The World? Is that because everybody should start dating at my age (i'm not that old!! )? Is that because i'm outgoing and pretty and hot that i SHOULD have a boyfriend? (Okay enough of the narcissism. Don't vomit, people. LOL.)

Firstly, what do boyfriends do? Take GOOD care of you. Listen to you when everybody else doesnt wanna listen. Then complain that you are noisy, shouting: leave me alone. Carry your handbags and your shopping victories. Share everything with you. Doensnt allow you to talk to other guys. Eat your leftovers. Commenting on your clothes. Need you to pick his clothes because he doesnt know how to dress up. Then complain about your choice of clothing. Pay for your meals. Buy stuffs for you. Make you wait anticipatingly for his calls whole night. And NEVER call back. So-called protect you. Rob your heart. Then smash it into pieces.

Now. I dont need somebody to take care of me. I'm OLD enough to carry my own stuffs, eat every meal on time, sleep on time, bath on time. I know how to dress up. I can finish my own meal. I know how to cross the road. I know how to chew my food. And I certainly dont appreciate you smoking into my face!

And no although i'll be glad and happy if you pay for my meals, i dont need it. (NEED and WANT are two different things). We girls are independant animals. We can afford a roti canai ourselves. For we can earn our own money using our own brains.

I dont need more guys to crash my heart. For it had been hurt once. Due to my immaturity and stupidity. Yet i never regretted. What's life without pain? The pain will always be there for a reason. I dont wanna forget those wounds, but just let me keep the scars deep down inside me. For now i've given my heart to Christ. He is the only man that wouldnt break my heart. I believe.

I dont want a shallow relationship. I dont want puppy-love. I dont want a relationship that will make me feel relieved when it ended. I dont want a boyfriend. *大丈夫 by Jolin Tsai playing in background* lol. And i believe that God has someone in mind for me =]

I NEED a real man. Whom i can intellectually communicate with. Whom i can talk about life with. Whom have same interests and same goals in life. Whom i can feel emotionally attached with. Whom i can know what is he thinking when he raise his brows or bite his lips. Who knows me more than i know myself. Who appreciates me for who I am.Who doesnt need to say a word but i know he'll always be there for me. Who will make me feel safe in his arms. Who wont take me as a burden, but as a companion.

God, I pray that someday a guy like that will come into my life. And if i'm not aware about it, please drop me hints and let me know. I dont wanna miss a man like that, Father. He might not be the hottest guy on Earth, he might not be perfect, but he shall be the one that will always stand by me through high and low, joy and sorrow. He shall be the one that i can spend my whole life with. Amen.

Kannada Night 2010

2010-04-29T14:14:00.000+08:00

Well... Of course all of us looked great that day, and many pictures taken. Lol. Well u can browse through 'em frm my facebook profile.

And i'm pretty much sure that many of us will blog abt that night, so i wont blog again abt it, in case all of u get bored. lol. By the way i really liked all the dances presented that night! Awesome!! Too bad i dint dance.. Kinda regretted it now.. So i MUST dance for Hindi night!!! MUST! Oh Lord pls gimme the opportunity to perform again!! Amen.

For the dramas, i really liked 'em. Especially that part whr Keshan immitiated Mr.M_______. SUPERB!! Dint know that he can act so well. Bravo! I love KI2's drama as well. Super creative. And impressive. Anyone pls upload it to fb or youtube or anywhr! Anywhr! Thou talents shan't be drowned litat. Who knows u guys got the opportunity to produce local films!! Hahahaha!

There was a big distraction that night when everybody was bz cam-whoring. That Ms.S_____ just destroyed our mood for the night!! Terrible. However nobody seems to give a damn. We continued camwhoring outside the hall and in apartment. Haha. Really had fun. Now i'm just gonna show u guys our camwhoring pics. Bear with me!! (Whats the fun camwhoring when we cant show the world? Right? Lol. Okay u can just ignore me now. Tata.)

Glammed ROOMIES with Unglammed expressions!

Look at her!! Lol. She asked: "Will you stil love me if i looked like this??"

Sleeping angels =]

hahahahaha

Some blurry ones. haha.

Hahaha. Till we meet again =]

Elken trip 19/04/2010

2010-04-27T13:28:00.002+08:00

Lol. Apparently this is an exhibition to promote their so-called spirulina tablets; Cover: health exhibition. We reached there around 1.30pm, and a saw a large board showing "Subway", just opposite the building we were goin.

"Can we sneak out? I wanna go eat!!" I told Liying. This is a really stupid and unneccessary trip. I heard that the organiser actually paid KTT to bring us there. What for??! We're not that rich to buy spirulina tablets anyway, when most of us saving up to buy new phone/laptop/netbook/clothes/facial products etc etc etc etc etc etc etc etc..........................................

Yet I saw some of them DID actually sneak out. Regretted that a bit. YES YOU HEARD IT RIGHT. I stayed and became a good obedient girl. LOL. (Well, its because i heard got free spirulina noodles for us later as refreshments. Hahaha!)

Thay took picture of each of us hugging a bright red soft-toy heart. Then someone told me it'll be used to stick on the free spirulina bottle that they'll give us later. (Just the bottle. No spirulina inside.) And its actually very nice!!!

Me holding mah bottle =D

Okay they brought us to a so-called human body tour, but it's a lousy one, since we're doctors/dentists-to-be, we've seen more than that for sure (from House, Grey's Anatomy, Team Medical Dragon, etc?? Lol)

Okay enough of the critics. Now the good part. The lighting was VERY good for taking pictures. Kinda informative (at least we know more about the spirulina tablets). And... and... and... and....... Oh ya the game we played before having refreshments is super duper easy! She asked me a question that even primary school students can answer: What does blood carry? Without knowing it, I raised up my hand and shouted: " OXYGEN!". Okay. That's my reflex action. Dont blame me for that. I got a free instant coffee when i manage to throw a ping pong ball into a LARGE hole. (Who cant do this? LOL)

Well, the refreshments part. My favourite. The noodles are delicious! Maybe because we're hungry. Or i'm hungry. Lol. There were two flavours: tom yam and tomatoes (tasted like bolognese). Nice!

Now lets just let the pictures do the talking =]

Don't know exactly what this is. Maybe the bigger one is the organic radish. Lol.

Me posing with some cholesterol

Camwhores =]

Our bottles!!!! =]

=D

2010-04-26T12:58:00.002+08:00

Was trying to update my blog abt Kannada night. But apparently KTT's sucky internet connection wont lemme do so. Damnit.

My housemates are currently chatting abt suisidal methods. Lol.

And i cut my fringe. By myself =] I'm stil so in love with the dolly fringe. Haha. Tried to grow my fringe but cant stand it. Although long fringe will make me look more matured (?). No i'm stil stuck in my wonderland and my dreamland and whatever-land where you spent you childhood in. I dont wanna grow up yet.
*Dancing n hopping around like a lil' girl*

By the way i saw this in a magazine which i'm reading recently : “ 不能活得漂亮，至少努力长得漂亮。” (If you cant live your life beautifully, at least try to make youself beautiful.) ROLF!

Me need new hair

2010-04-22T16:55:00.003+08:00

YES I decided to cut my hair. Again.
Dont make me change my decision. I thought abt this for a really really long time.
Yes. I'm gonna cut it short. Really short.

Well, not that short i guess. Lol

Mid-night SUPPER!!!

2010-04-21T00:17:00.004+08:00

Guess what is that?
Ans: My supper tonight at 11.40pm!!!!

LiYing bought it for me frm One U. Omg. Love that girl so so much!!

See the texture? Really soft in the inside, stuffed with some seafood (which i dint know coz i ate too fast. Only knew it when i saw the cover later. Lol.) YUMMY!!

Omg it was tooooooooooooo NICE and i just finished it all without knowing it!!!!!

Damn. Gonna gain a few kilos after this. Okay i promise Jesus that i shall only drink liquid tomorrow. ONE WHOLE DAY. Lord please gimme the strength to resist temptation towards FOOD and gimme motivation to start my diet program AGAIN. Amen.

Cut or dont cut??

2010-04-20T21:18:00.003+08:00

I'm thinking of cutting my hair shorter. It's getting long!!! I had long hair for quite a long while... Now i feel confortable with short hair =]

But my mum says i look better with long hair. My sister's friend said that too. Even my lil' bro. Swt. Now should i cut it short or not. I've tried nearly all hairstyles. Long, short, straight, curly, dye. U name it. Lol.

Now SHOULD I CUT IT SHORTER??????????????????

*pulling mah own hair*

ARGH~~~

I'm BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-04-20T08:49:00.003+08:00

I'm backk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Lol. I know. I know. I abandoned my blog for months! Well, it's just that life in ktt, sucks. Besides online, dramas, gossips, outings (no $ liao T.T), jogging around ktt padang, eating, sleeping and God knows what else, thr's litteraly NOTHING to do! NADA! Stupid KI program. Simply stupid.

But now i'm gonna add some spices in my life.. By blogging! hahahaha. Sounds stupid i know.

However i've something to announce! i'm now a Christian! I never knew that being a believer of Christ can be such an amazing thing. I feel peaceful, happy and positive towards life! Even though life in ktt can really be depressing. Lol. But now i feel like i'm given fresh air. I'm a newborn baby! Halleluyah!

By the way our placings in India is to be announced later~ However i already know whr i'll be going........ Guess what.....
JENG JENG JENG JENG....................
I'm going to Manipal College Of Dental Science!!!!! Manipal!! Erhem wait a sec. Some just told me that MCODS has two campuses: Manipal and Mangalore... Not confirmed yet which campus m i goin. Oh my dear God! Please please please let me go to Mangalore!! Amen! (I heard more civilization there. Lol. I apologize if i offended someone. XD)

Anyway Liying is going with me... so no matter whr i'm going, WE WILL stick together!!! YAY! So happy. We wished so hard to be together in India! Hope we wont be separated in two campuses :(

Oh ya forgot to mention. Me n JunMei planned to record our WONDERFUL voices and post it on FB (IF the quality of our products are GOOD/Excellent), as a result of the super duper boring life we have here in KTT. Thank god for that. Lol. We might do a few songs.. So, Stay tuned!! I really hope we can get a few songs done really really nicely.. *Praying hard*

Car key stuck in the butt!

2010-01-14T09:07:00.000+08:00

Ok pls dont misunderstand. hahahahaha... Oppss. It's suppose to be the CAR's butt. Not mine =P

It was this morning when i sent my mum to work... She opened the car boot and took her things and WALA! She forgot to take the keys and directly went up her office. Me, meanwhile has a spare car key, drove off home. With another car key stuck in the butt. Oh ok sorry it's car boot. lol.

While i was driving alone syok syok, i seen some driver scrolled down their car window trying to say something to me. At 1st i thought was those "fan choong" (translation: illegal filipino zai) trying to hit on me (ok i get that always LOL), so i just ignored them. But after that i seen chinese guy, old woman, and even 11 yr old child calling on me. I was like "What the * ?!"

Finally i smelled something fishy so i pun scroll down my window, see what they gonna say. (I was stil driving syok syok). "Your keys stuck on your backkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk~~~~~~~~~~~!!!!" A woman shouted. OKAY now i know what happened. OMG. Lol. I was speechless.

Thank you so much KK fellows. Else i wont know what to do if someone took it and duplicate it and track me down and come to steal my car (as if anyone wants to steal a lousy 7 yrs old proton wira lol). Oooh i love KK so much. Lol.

Hmmm... Speechlees... But i feel warmth deep down inside my heart. Oh i'm so touched! It's simply beautiful when u try to help someone you dont know, particularly strangers. Especially in this cold-blooded world where everyone only mind their own business. You know what. Even a small act you did can help people, without you realising it. So make changes today people!! Haha (i sounds like a politician)

Okla.. till we meet again next time =]

Love,
Felicia :*

TORTURA 2!! Finally!!

2010-01-08T17:15:00.008+08:00

Okay... Now it's the time. Dang dang dang dang! Be ready to face the ultimate cruelness and craziness and heartless medieval torturous punishments!!! HELL ON EATRH!! Wanna try them on yourself someday? LOL. By the way there will be some picture/ drawings which you'll need your imaginations and own understandings. NOW let your imagination run WILD!!

1. Metal cage used to captivate prisoner

Prisoner is hung naked outdoor, sunny or rain, not given food or water. He will spend his life in the cage, until death do them apart.

2. Wheel with hooks

Prisoner was tied to the edge of the wheel. When it spins, flesh of theprisoner is teared apart. Kinda like removing the scales of fishes. eww

3. Okay i dunno the name. But it's kinda like a whip. So just call it Scary Rotan. XD

Imagine how painful it is when ur flesh is beaten by this thing.

4. Chastity belt. Okay tis one is scary, for me lol

You know what. This is to prevent a girl/woman/wife to have sex with other men by hooking in the sharp blades into her vagina. This is CRUEL!!! Imagine yourselves wearing THAT!

5. Barrel with thorns pointing inwards

Men are squeezed inside. Without mercy. And let it rolled about. [Ok i know it's not clear. My lousy phone (sigh).]

6. This is a model of a sufferer

7. This is to pull you until all your joints are dislocated.

Just like these:

8. Now this is called The Virgin of Nuremberg

This sort of sarcophagus had a maiden face carved on its front door probably aimed at making this horrible container look more refined.
The sarcophagus was fitted with spikes on the inside that pierced different parts of the body but never transfixed vital organs in order to keep the victim alive, hanging upright.
The device would be opened both from the front and from the back side without the victim being able to get out. The container was so thick that no shriek could be heard from outside unless the doors were opened.
When the sarcophagus doors were shut back, the spikes penetrated the same parts of the body and into the same wounds as before, inflicting a long and cruel agony.

(Okay i copied this on net lol. You guys know my english was not that good XD)

9. Disembowlment.

Wanna know how it worked? Well, victim's belly was slit, a part of the intestine washooked and attached to the rope, and the rest of the intestine were slowly rolled out. The victim usually was alive through the whole process.

10. Breasts are cut because she didnt wanna marry the King. Swt.

Well, this is not a tool. But we can see how scary it was living back in those years.

11. The Roman Guillotine.

This is the forebear of guillotine. Blunt edge of wood is used instead of sharp blade to cut off the convicts head, which rips the flesh and the vertebrae. Heads were knocked til skulls crushed and blood came flowing out like watermelon juice.

12. Weight

Added weight to prisoners... have various purposes and uses.

13. The Guillotine.

I'm sure most of us seen this instrument before in movies. This instrument is use to behead unfortunates as far back as the 14th century.

14. Inquisition Chairs

Chair 1:

A wooden seat covered with spikes with belts to tie victim down so that he becomes incapable of escape with the spikes piercing his flesh.

Chair 2:

The two holes there, were for the legs. Victims were inverted. Blood flows into head. Looked kinda fun. Wanna try this out? lol.

Chair 3:

The lock looks so ancient lol.

15. The pendulum.

Dislocation. I dont wanna explain more. pictures are more than enof. OUCH!

16. the Garrote. (this is for the neck hehe)

This sort of torture was used all over the world. The Spanish version was perfected for this instrument to be used for execution. It had an iron collar that had an iron on its rear which penetrated the cervical vertebrae in a way that the convict died both for asphyxiation and because the spinal cord was crushed.

17. Breast ripper!

OMFG!!!

18. The iron bull.

Victims were put inside the bull, and then the bull was heated. With FIRE. HELLO! That's INSANE!!

19. Judas Cradle

The victim, usually naked, was hoisted and lowered on to the point of the pyramid. The point was inserted into the anus, vagina or under the scrotum or coccyx. This torture device was mainly used to stretch the anus or vagina and also to induce pain.

Among the methods of torture included making victims fall repeatedly on to the sharp point or being rocked so that torturers could obtain vital information from them. This method is still used by a few governments and police forces in Latin America. HOLY S***

20. Head Crusher

The victim's chin is placed on the lower bar and the cap was forced down by the screw. The teeth would be the first to be crushed into its sockets, thus smashing the surrounding bone.

Nowadays, it is use for the purpose interrogation. the cap and chin rest are padded with soft material to leave no mark on the victim.

21. Knee Splitter

22. The Heretic's Fork

This instrument was made of two little forks, one set against the other and of which the points rammed into the flesh under the chin and over the chest.
A little collar supported the instrument to prevent any movement of the victim. The forks did not penetrate into vital points, prolonging suffering before death. Obviously, the victim's hands were tied behind his back.

23. Two thumbs Screw

It comes with a manual lol.

24. Water funnel?? lol

25. Finger and neck lock pipe

26. Branks

Many branks had iron mouth pieces that permanently mutilated the tongue with sharp spikes and blades. The victims, locked inti these masks, were staked out into the town square and treated roughly by the crowed.

27. This one is funny

I found this one funny.. haha. it's actually used to lock two ppl together, especially women who often fight with each other like cat and dog lol. They are forced to face each other every minutes now and then. LOL

Mischellenous Photos:

Others:

Okay you people are getting bored i know. Haha. Time to sign off! Tata~

XOXO

Felicia

Malacca 2days1night Trip. haha

2010-01-07T10:09:00.006+08:00

Okay. Now i'm really late. Lol. I went thr like... months ago, but now only i update abt it. Haha sorry junmei!

Day 1 (23/11/09)
I went to my father's place in Batu Pahat 2 days before, and today he suggested us to go melacca since it's quite near. (ok not really but abt 45min to 1 hr haha).

I met Jun Mei in Melacca Mall and off we go for lunch! whee! We had a special and delicious and aromatic Nyonya meal. I never had nyonya meal before so i think it was truely awesome! (sorry no pictures taken XD) We had ayam ponteh, some prawns and fish cooked with Nyona recipe (i forgot the names lol), Nyonya vegetable salad, and cendol!

Then later we spent a whole afternoon online-ing at Junmei's house, and uploaded some pictures of our KTT prom nite. =]

Daniel was here in Melacca too with his family so we met up at night and have sate celup for dinner! It is kinda like "lok lok" that we're familiar with, but we dip it inside a hot piping sate sauce. *Thumbs up*. Weather at night was hot and the stove was hot and we're all hot ppl so in conclusion: we're sweaty LOL.

Hot piping sate souce. YUM!

Oh ya forgot to mention abt his family. They are all just like HIM. Sarcastic but fun. Especially his dad. How i wish i hav a daddy like him! lol. (hope my daddy doesnt see tis lol) Anyway thanks for spending us, uncle!

After that me and jun mei went for a walk around Malacca town. I mean WALKING, literally. hehe. She asked a friend out and we did some town sight-seeing. I'll let the pictures do the talking then. :)

Mini peranakan house

One corner of the Peranakan-style hotel where Daniel and his family stayed. Unique and exquisite.

Lobby of the hotel.

Scene along the streets.

From left: her friend, Eye of Malaysia, and Jun mei

Close shot using my HP. haha

From left: Jun Mei and Me =] Cant really see right. Just our shadows lol.

Practising line dance. At night? Using patriotic songs? Seriously?

Red Houses

Church

WELCOME TO MELACCA. World Heritage City. Haha

A fountain near the clock tower, i guess. Me and Jun Mei modelling. XD

The clock tower

We're both tired and sweaty. Look! Dark circles and oily hair!! lol

We went home, tired and exhausted, but stil manage to hav some heart-to-heart talk with jun mei *wink wink* Slept at around 1 am.

Day 2 (24/11/09)
It rained that dawn, so it felt so chilly and comfy in bed. I didn't wanna wake up! T.T

Somehow Junmei manage to get me up frm bed and we went for a nice breakfast in a kopi tiam. Had "ba ki" with yam rice, a type of hokkien dish (according to my grandma haha). It was simply delicious, mayb i was hungry XD

"K in Melacca is freakin' cheap!" quoted frm Jun Mei. lol. YES we went to Red Box that day, and it was truely cheap! Only RM6++ for 4 hours lol. If only i'm a melaccan..... (day-dreaming started)

Cam-whoring sessions in Red Box's washroom.

Yup, Kei Shing was there lol.

All of us haha

After K it was abt in the afternoon, we walked along Jonker Street and found a super nice cendol. It was topped with DURIAN!!! Suberbly awesome. If i went to melacca again i'm gonna go back and eat it! Sorry again no pictures taken cause' everybody gulped it down our digestive tracts with light speed lol.

Then i rmbred that there was an exhibition named :"TORTURA 2" going on in Melacca. We went to hav a look. RM10 per entrance. It was an exhibition abt medieval torturous tools which ancient Europe used to torture ppl, including women. WTF! *I'll compose a new post abt that exhibition soon =]

I've to mention abt Kei Shing, who felt uncomfortable abt the exhibition. She was so pale and she felt like vomiting. Me and Jun Mei felt so sorry for forcing her to go to the exhibition with us. She ended up sitting outside the building for fresh air after approx. 5 min being inside the museum. Oh i felt so SORRY!

We sent her home after that, and Jun Mei brought me to a pasar malam. She said she wanna get me to eat all Nyonya Kuih and WALA! We bought dozens of them and forgot abt the time and i nearly missed my bus back to Batu Pahat lol. (According to her that was the second time that she made people miss bus. 1st time was Daniel Sarah Lynthia and others, when Jun Mei's car broke down and they were late for the bus and so they gone back college only on the next day LOL.) I was more fortunate, though. Wahahahaha~

That's all for now i think. Stay tuned for my next post abt TORTURA 2!!! Tata.

Signing off,

Felicia :*

Okay. I'm just bored.

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Lol. I never believed that i'm gonna be tempted to create my own blog. I used to thought that blogging was a waste of my precious time. Instead i can go shopping, facebook-ing, or just day-dreaming (my favourite), just for the heck of it. XD

Haha. Thanks to Facebook (or the stupid Streamyx) btw, that failed my photos-uploading (twice. Or trice. Or mayb more.). Else i'll just stick to facebook lol.

Hmmm... Seems that i'll now have more time spent on blogging. Hahaha! Time to be a BLOGGER!! Any welcoming party for me??? Ooohh i love parties lol.

Anyway, i think tat's all for now. Gonna update my blog with my year-end trip, melacca trip, phuket trip, and more craziness to come soon!! Stay tuned!

Signing off,

Felicia :*